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Thursday, September 06, 2007


只要能夠這樣遠遠看著你 看著你 看著你
就算傷心心裡還是好想你 好想你 好想你
只要能夠靜靜這樣陪著你 陪著你 陪著你
就算分手還是選擇喜歡你 喜歡你 喜歡你
我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

只要能夠靜靜這樣陪著你 陪著你 陪著你
就算分手還是選擇喜歡你 喜歡你 喜歡你
我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再 傷心

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This is a long time song d. But i still see it meaningful. A lot of things happen. Well, at times, we might feel sorry to someone and dont know how to make the situation fine and well once again. At times what is a mistake will be a mistake forever, we cannot do anything towards it anymore and only hope that in the future we dont do the same mistake. I am trying so hard not to do the same mistake, i dont want to take anything for granted like i used to be any more but at times we just cannot control how out inner feelings are.

Honestly, when i dont like someone already i wont like that person anymore no matter in the sense of friends family or whatever. When i dont like you i will still talk to you in the sense of responsibility maybe. I find it hard for myself to forgive at times. No matter it is about forgiving myself or forgiving someone else. Today, while i was eating i was flipping around the rice just not the normal me who would just scope it up and put it into my mouth. I flipped it and found that even rice is not perfect. Later on, i eat a half boiled egg, i realize there are big and small too. How great is god's creation to make everything has its own difference. I believe even twins has got difference. Remember when i was young i read a lot of MK & Ashley's book, they are twins but they have got a lot of difference. Which means that even someone who live under a roof will have a lot of difference too. But there is something call tolerance, however everyone has got their own limit of tolerating people and things around them. At times, how can one expect another one to keep tolerating them and just giving them what they want? Well. I know that i am a stubborn girl and always want things my way, but as i grow up i changed a lot.
I also learn to tolerate, i learnt from bible. At times, when we give in we might feel more happier than taking. Hm. But god, i need your help to help me give in more to the others and let me feel happier. I want myself to forgive everyone or even myself. I am tired God. Please let me rest in your arms. Take me to heaven and show me more about human beings and how to be a girl who can love and will be willing to give more, and serve you and give people happiness. God bless me. Bless me with knowledge, health and wealth. I want to reach out to the others too God.

I know what i am typing is actually a mess and dont know what is up with myself but i feel so upset tonight that i dont know what am i typing or even thinking. I just want some help from God. If you dont understand its ok. But i think god will understand.

Good Night.

Moody.


with l0v3, The only tame shark
12:59 AM