Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Has anyone heard of Picasa thing? And does anyone knows how to use it? Help.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
11:04 PM
Monday, October 30, 2006
Congrats to Wilson Liew. Lol. I am not promoting anything but since that this news is already spread then i will blog about it. Lol. Well, he is from my ex high school and he is getting married soon. So i congrats him lo. Lol.
Wanna know the reason he get married? I think most of the youngsters will know lo. What else? Pregnant la. Lol. His soon to be wife is 6 months pregnant already so that is his only choice. Lol. Well, i wonder how is he going to be like when he is a parent and his gf as a mother. Hm.... :) I dont think being young parents is easy la.
Hm. What will i do if i am in her shoes? I cannot imagine me having a baby while i am acting like one. Lol. Well, know what is the prevention? Use condom la. THe best one is dont have sex la. Lol. No sex no baby, if got baby that is someone who will be like JESUS. Yes, Jesus, He is from the womb of virgin Mary. If you dont know who are they, then go church or read bible. Its in Matthew. Lol. Mary is still a virgin when she gave birth to Jesus. Our father in heaven put Jesus in her tummy. Cause HE thinks that she is good enough to receive such a give.
Hm. Busy today. Nothing much happens. I miss my baby at home. (My note book). Lol. I know i am insane.
My new semester in college is starting tonight. Wish me luck for this semester.
Chaos
with l0v3, The only tame shark
3:53 PM
Ya, i bought a note book. Hm. It's Acer one. It's cheap and nice and the function is not bad too. But it is a lil heavy like me. Lol. I love it so much. :)
Gonna update again tonight with more pictures.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
3:10 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
On Tuesday and Wednesday were public holidays for Hari Raya, right? You think that i am so free at home and sleeping in my bed? Nah.... I was involved in church activities for that two days. On Tuesday, it was my Testimony challenge day. Actually there are still other things going on in the church. On Tuesday morning they had this Elderly Meeting, i think they probably had lots of fun. Then in the afternoon, we have got preaching challenge, testimony challenge and dancing competition. Everything is already final. Ha ha. So kinda nervous and exciting. Ha ha. At night they have got singing competition but i didnt go see i only go in the afternoon and went out with my friends at night.
Ok, now wednesday, i woke up so early and makes me feel so sleepy la. Lol. Well, It was Kuching City Harvest Family and Sports day, my mom's cell group and other adult cell group set up food stall and all sorts. And for the youth the sports are the EMERGE Youth Conference 2006's event. Yes, i did join, i was in for the Ping Pong(table tennis), i was a judge for the badminton competition. It was so fun. But that Ryan is so pity that he hurt his foot cause the sport shoes he was wearing were so small. Lol. But i think is because of his toe nail, it was so damn long la. Lol. Hm. I only lost to a girl name Vanessa two points. Well, i made myself lost i think. Lol. I was too nervouse and there was a few times that i shouldnt have hit the ball cause that was out ball and damn it i hit them and i lost point. So Sad. Lol. But never mind la. As long as everyone is happy. I am happy that i still kind of remember how to play Ping Pong. Last time, i used to go for Ping Pong training with my cousin who is now in China. Lol. Not to train Ping Pong but his father worked there. :0)
I left in the noon cause i cannot stand the heat in the stadium. Oh ya, forgot to mention that the stadium is so big. And my friend's parents own it. It was Dewan Kota Sentosa. The stadium has got 31 badminton court and a Table tennis room with a few tables inside, then a few futsal court too. After i went home and took bath. Phew....... Relieve, man. Lol. Then went to Jee Kwong to check my eyes. Then home again to accompany my mom for dinner then la, i went out with darling. Lol. Actually wanted to watch movie but lazy so didnt watch lo. Then go eat then go walk around and wander around with the car around the town then home i go. Lol.
So many people are sick la. I got four darlings, two are down with sickness and two till ok. I am half sick too, but i am still strong enough to work and sit here blogging the two who are down are now currently at home resting. Lol.
Hope that both my darlings recover soon, they are Ryan and Anson. Lol.
Gonna post up the Family Day and Sports day picture when i get them.
Muacks to God. and Muacks to Everyone too. Lol. :0)
with l0v3, The only tame shark
8:33 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Rev. Peter Chu is from Taiwan. He came to my church to spread gospel, he was at my church last night and this morning. Well, he is good in doing healing, things he spoke about is easy to understand and humerous. Not boring at all. Lol.
I saw him doing the feeling with my own eyes. There is this ah ma's fingers, she feels that her finger is so stiff. Then you know what after the pastor prayed for her, she can move her fingers freely. It was so amazing. Yes, thank God. Hm. What the Rev. talk about makes me feel so touch. We shall have faith in God, in ourselves, in people in things. And we shall also let the faith in us grow. Well, i just love his talk. Hi hi.
Nothing much going on la. I am ot working today and Ryan coming back tonight. And i havent take breaky yet. Anyone wants to buy me breaky?
with l0v3, The only tame shark
11:18 PM
Friday, October 20, 2006
Lots of things to do in office these few days. I proposed something to my lady boss just now, but haven't know the result yet but may god bless me. Lol.
Hm. Gonna have a boring night tonight. Gonna spend my night sleeping away, feel so tired. Hi hi.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
4:46 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Stupid Ryan is going to travel again tomorrow and leave me here. ALONE. F him la..
He is now at somewhere disturbing girls. I am not jealous but why he can do it and i cannot le? I also wanna fool around already. Hate him. Ha ha. I also dont know la.
The only thing i know is that i dont trust guys 100 percent and i dont think he trust me 100 percent too. Cause he checked on me. Recently he is the one that keep deleting his message. I also dont know why but i suspect something is up la. Well, actually i dont really expect him to be 100 percent loyal but if i find out him to be unloyal then there will be only one sentence to him. It's bye bye. Ha ha. I am not lady that can be fool. k?
College, the coming semester havent start yet it is starting next week but i am waiting for it like crazy, i dont know why, when there is class i will hate it but when there is no. I miss it. Yes i know i am weird but what to do? I am born with this unstable mind and feeling.
Me and Ryan actually had an big argue yesterday, he said that my heart is so uncertain about things i want. Well, i think that he should balanced out in all the things. Ok la, guys out there is it hard for you to say something sweet to your girl friend like every night before you go to bed, just when you wanna say bye bye to the tiring day? He say cannot. That's all for the answer, i am really sad for that lo. Everytime whenever we argue about that he will be saying that he wanna quit his job if i think that he dont have time for me. It is not that i think that he doesnt have time for me, i just want him to make me feel warmth. I always try to message him something sweet whenever he is tired but what i get? I get nothing. Well, sometimes no matter how tired i am i still message him something sweet, i still sacrifice my time to talk to him on the phone and bla bla bla. All he says is that he cannot do that for me. How i feel? Well, the only thing i wanna say here is that all the guys are the same when they are tackling you and wanting to win your heart they will do the best and make you feel touch. When you are together, ha ha. You are the one who need to win their heart and tolerate them. Sigh. What kind of world is this?
Now, i am feeling so tired, i miss my bed at home but need to go for Bible study tonight. Hi hi. Well, i really am tired but what can i do? This is my life. Right?
with l0v3, The only tame shark
4:48 PM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Why when The Sarawak Club got burn down everyone was posting about it and now when they are having this restaurant and temporary gym, library and office but no one is blogging about it. Lol. Sometimes, human being are really weird la. Rather spread all the bad news around and hide all the good news. So weird la. Yeah, i had blog about the family day there but i didnt blog anything about the restaurant gym and office. :( Lol. Ok la. That's all about it.
I wanted to post using Micrsoft Word which link to the Blogger but i dont think it is link to the Beta Blogger. So sad. So i gonna copy and paste all the things i have typed just now. Hi hi. My post is short but i am lazy to retype. Forgive my laziness.
I already enrolled for my coming semester’s subject. Taking two this semester, u settled all the course payment already. Feels good, if the college does any faulty towards me and see what I will do to them. Hiaks hiaks hiaks. Yes, I am mean, but they are mean to me first. If not I wont be so mean one. Lol. Hm. Since I am here blogging already this coming 24th and 25th has got a lot of activity going on at my church. Come to my church if you want to. Ha ha. Nothing much happen, but keep quarrelling with Ryan. Don’t know why too.
Got to go. Have to check whether someone pengsan. Gotta call ambulance for him. Lol. Joking. Ha ha.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
4:38 PM
Monday, October 16, 2006
What shall i do?
Leave you and let you be with the job you like?
Or Tolerate myself and lie to myself and let him do what he like while i am still with him and i suffer?
I dont wanna suffer. Help me to choose, stay or leave? I wanna leave far far away. God Please Grant me my wish. Please God.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
12:14 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
We normally says that people are two head snakes but i dont think so. From the episodes series i watched recently, it seems like people are two face heart.
i think that it really fits how i feel. Well, have you ever really be who you wanna be? When we are still lil we dream to be the princess in the castle? But when we grow a bit older and have a bit of peer pressure, who do you wanna be? Some people just wanna be like there friends, be the study nerd or with the cool bengies that wasted all their times on the street*no offence, k? , or you wanna be some good obedient baby that listen to what the parents say no matter right or wrongm or whether you like it or not and never stand up for your own? For me myself, i dont really know what kind of person i want to be too. I wanna be ffff rich but like a friend of mine blog in his blog he says that rich could not bring happiness too. Well, what does he mean by that, ok la, remember "I am not stupid 2". I think he meant something like that, the parents and working hard to earn money but forgotten how to love their children with their heart but not cash.
Now back to the drama i watched, i cannot tell you all, but i can tell you a bit, cause i havent finish watching it but i wants to blog about the feeling i am having now.
The story is about a pair of twins, one is quiet, and one is open. Everyone thought that the quiet one is a real good girl that will never try to do anything which is not beyond our expectation. But that is what she has done, she did things that which is totally not her when she is not in front of her parents. I believe that there is this kind of teenagers out there too. Right? Well, till today i still dont really understand why parents always like to control their teenagers like hell. Dont they know that we will only grow when we face the problems personally. And dont they know that they are not perfect too?
Ok la, let me tell you the name of the twins the quiet one name jing and the more open one name zhen. Well, Jing actually died in the second or third episode of the movie and everyone thought that their chemistry teacher kill her to revenge. The chemistry teacher, Ren You was fired cause he wanted to have sex with Zhen and they considered it as a rape. Well, the head mistress of the school is the twin's mother. Hm. Then lots of things happen in between then when it is almost the end of the drama they found a diary of Jing and realize that Jing is not that innocent like that think. Jing is a girl who thinks that she is not love by her parents and her sister always take her toys away from her. And what Jing want is also revenge, Jing and a guy name Jia Wei are actually couple and they planned to set up Zhen to be in the prostitution line too. In the process, Jia Wei fell in love with Zhen and makes Jing mad again. It cause Jing to have more things done. And oh ya, not to forget that the drama consists of something about internet too. They have a chart board where those student who hate the school can complain and revenge there. But the people in the web will never know the identity of the other person. There is this rule that a person make a wish on the chat board and the other make that person's wish come true and the person who make the first person's wish come true will be granted a wish too. Sounds kind off hard to understand right? Hm. Buy the dvd and watch lo. The name is Ai Sa 17. I bought it from Jalan Song. Ha ha. I think you guys know where i mean right?
Well, i think that when someone has gone quiet and dont talk much to people around them, their world are full of the word ' HATE' and 'REVENGE'. Well, this is what i think only la, i dont know how true it is la. Hm, sometimes i think that the quiet one are usually the one who can kill people. In Hong Kong movies all the killers are the cool ones and quiet ones right? I think that is the reality. In my opinion, the more a person can hide their feelings they are the one who is the most dangerous one cause no one knows how they feel and think and want.
The post has been updated cause last night i was so sleepy then cannot write all the things i wanna write here. Sorry.
I have a question in my heart too. Who i wanna be? How i wanna be like? Am i really the tame shark or am i the wild shark? Hm...
with l0v3, The only tame shark
9:24 PM
Friday, October 13, 2006
I am here to announce blogger is stupid, is dumb is...... I dont what to say anymore just so piss of with blogger. I did blog but but but the stupid blogger deleted it. I think. I also dont know la. But i dont really know how to use xanga or any other thing. Think that i am stupid. K. Go ahead. I dont care. Cause i am just so angry now... Br...
K la.. Tell you about what's on for the past few days when i didnt blog.
My mom went to Sibu on the 5th October. Hm. She went with my aunt. So i have to makan grass la but instead of makan grass i cook myself. I cooked spaghetti, the spaghetti i am selling. The spaghetti is ok ok only but the quality of fettucine is like Shiatz... Ha ha.. In overall, i cook twice spaghetti and once fettucine. The spaghetti i cook with tuna for the first night, then on sunday afternoon i cooked it with beef for the cell group. Then Saturday afternoon i cook it with Fettucine. Ha ha. Ok la. Tell you guys one secret, i spend lots of time with my dear when my mom was away. Well, our relationship is sort of like being objected by my mom. I dont really know the reason but i think it is because my mom is afraid that i will leave her alone when i am close or when i get married. But it is stil far away to go. Right? Dont know la. Dont really understand her.
Oh ya, Happy annivesary 8th month to me and him. Ha ha. The longest lasting relationship for this moment. Ha ha. Well, he has done a lot to make this relationship. Well, especially my stubborness. Ha ha. Thank him. But he is now away to Sibu to do some road show. Well, i am totally not sad. Ha ha. I dont know why. Well, have a lil arguement with him for the past two days but i dont think that will affect us much la.
Well, i saw a lot of net friends last few days, first i saw gkho, then Beckie and then faNjuN. Ha ha. Well, i saw gkho at Jalan Song on Saturday night, i didnt dare to go over cause i shy ma. Ha ha, no la, my main problem is that i wanna greet the wrong person, if greet the wrong person so sia soi la or you greet them and they dont recognize you. And for Beckie i saw her at Lao Lee on Tuesday afternoon i think. Ha ha. And or faNjuN i think i saw her on Tuesday night at Hock Lee. I didnt greet all of them. The reason are as above la. Ha ha. I am a scardy cat. I hate cats can it be poohbear? Ha ha.
There is this pooh bear at world of cartoon so cute. And the price is hot too. Well, when you squeeze it, it says: " hello, this is pooh bear from the arc wood." And when you squeeze again, it says: "pooh bear loves you." Squeeze again, it says "this is tummy tummy tummy, it craves for something sweet, something like honey........ Squeeze me again." So cute la. Ha ha. I love it so much. I wanna buy it but guess how much it costs. It is RM 116.,90 la. So sad, sigh... Who wanna buy for me? Ha ha. Blueks..
I punished Ronald Ryan Chong Kwang Chiew last night. Just so funny la. Ha ha, anyway i love him. Ha ha.
Oh ya, my exam is over. Ha ha. And yesterday i am back to work. Ha ha. Ok now tonight there will be testimony challenge for me. So wish me luck la. Hi hi.
Hm. Dont know what else to write but i know i still got a lot to blog, just dont know what la. Ha ha. Gonna upload video if i can. Hi hi.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
3:03 PM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Busy with exam now. Blog after my exam.
Got lots to blog.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
10:41 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Mom is always going to Sibu nowadays, ha ha. I think she is addicted to the place. No la, actually she was born there so she has to go back to see my grand ma. Cause my grand ma is quite old already but thabk god that she lives till today. Ha ha. She will be leaving there tomorrow night. My aunt will be going there too. So that's mean i have to look for my own dinner lo. Sad right?
Lol. Haih. Time for me to kiam pui la. Ha ha. My actually wants to drive to Sibu again on the 20++ of October but i cannot go as i have got preaching challenge and testimony challenge on the 24/10/06. Ya, the challenges for youth conference start already. Ha ha. Hm. Well, nothing much la. Just feel so happy now.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
12:27 PM
Monday, October 02, 2006
Well, my mom flew off to sibu on Saturday morning, so left me alone. I sent my mom to airport at around 5 something then go home online for a while then laze on the bed for a while then came to work. Was so damn busy that morning. Ha ha. That afternoon i was being a good girl and clean my own room but i can tell that it is going to be messy again after a few days. Ha ha. Feel disappointed? Ha ha. Dont be la, i am messy person since i am a lil kid. Ha ha.
Didnt do much at home, was crapping and bitching with mavis. Ya she was there. Ha ha. Then at four something i think. We went to McD to have something then went to pick my Darling's bro and sisters to church. Before we go church have to send Mavis home cause her parents dont allow her to go, her parents are buddhist and she is almost a free twinkle cause she dont really believe in anything. Well, like the bible said i done my part to talking gospel and the rest is in between god and her right? That afternoon my leader called up and told me that my preaching challenge and testimony challenge will be that nigh. I was like *shiatz*, where is my draft for the testimony challenge? Well, i have put lots of efforts into preaching challenge and only put a tiny bit in testimony challenge. Thank GOd that i made through testimony challenge, for preaching challenge i dont know yet.
Back to what happen at church that night. Here's the time table:
7.15pm-7.45pm ------ Praise & Worship
7.45pm-7.55pm ------ Report of the week
7.55pm-8.05pm ------ Drama (Zig Zigler)
8.05-8.10pm --------- Children Church present dances
8.10pm-8.40pm------- Message from God
8.40pm-8.45pm-------Offering
8.45pm-9.00pm-------Hat Decoration Competition
9.00-9.10pm-----------Singing presentation (Bestfriend)
9.10pm-9.20pm--------Prize Giving
9.20pm-10.00pm-------Games and Food
Ok now let me elaborate everything that happen that night,
The praise and worship was great, i was so high and keep jumping and dancing, woo hooo... Ha
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Report of the week got not much to announce just that the evening sunday meeting was canceled i think everyone need a rest too right? Ha ha. Well, most of the time i go to the morning service so it doesnt affect me much but as i was waking up early on saturday morning and sleeping late that night (tell you why later) so when i went to the morning service i was obviously sleepy. Ha ha.
Then Drama.... Ha ha.. My Erbie Yi Don C present the Drama but it is more like the mix up one cause Tzer Yuan was in it too. The drama is about the story of Zig Ziggler but there is a slight changes. Ha ha. There was two story in the drama actually. Well, the first one is about a toothbrush company going to South Africa to sell toothbrush and there were two salesman. Once they reach there, they were surrounded by a bunch of natives and one of them smell the bad breath and said that they never brush teeth and the toothbrush can never sell then he went directly back to his home town. But the other says that hey, that's and opportunity to do business la. Then that salesman quickly order 50 container of toothbrush from his boss. He taught them how to brush teeth and the end. Ha ha.
The other story was about two smelly beggers who sings at the road side with *sharp and lousy voice* everyone faint there and only this zig ziggler came to the begger and said that the lady begger has got a nice and sweet voice and bla bla bla and this lady begger believe it and went for lots of contest and end up as a singer.
Ha ha. You know what it means? Encouraging people around you can help them become a better person. Trust me. Everyone need someone to appreciate things they do. That's the lesson i learnt, learn to praise people but not only comment them.
Presentation from the children church, they dance so well la. All of the are pretty and handsome. They are suoper duper cute. Ha ha. Love them so much. Muacks..
Message?? I think Pastor is preaching more about the traditional chinese believe and Jesus. Ha ha.
Offering? Ha ha. That night was a great night while we were offering the children church dance for us again. They are all so cute.
Hat Decoration contest... Ha ha.. Upload the video here tonight. K? I dont have my phone cable with me right now. Hi hi.
Singing presentation from Bestfriend(they are Avin and Justin) Ha ha. Not bad. Ha ha. Love them too. Muackss...
Prize giving time, so excited, Ha ha. Guess who is the winner?? Ha ha. Show you tonight too.
Games and Tea Time.. Ha ha.. I didnt really play and eat cause i have to get ready for both my testimony challenge and preaching challenge. Wanna know what i preach and what is my testimony then ask me where is my church and come and join my church lo. Ha ha. After i done the preaching and testimony challenge send darling's brother and sisters home then i go home too cause too tired and no energy to hang out with my friends anymore. Ha ha.
Upload the video for you guys tonight. Ha ha.
P.S/ Darling is coming back this midnight, so i think i will only see him tomorrow la.
Miss him so much. Keep quarelling with him this few days. I also dont know why? I think maybe i want more attention from him. Well what do i really want? I dont know too. Some one give me the answer, please.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
9:42 AM
