Friday, July 28, 2006

More Pictures of Sarawak Club
Ok. I am going to post up more after pictures. I been there this afternoon and took a few shots. One of the class broke into a shape like rabbit or kangaroo. I am not sure and the lamp in the middle of the road is actually round shape but become half.




The glass. WHat is it there? Kangaroo? Rabbit?

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11:06 PM

The Sarawak is going to be rebuild.
The club is going to rebuild at the same place using the same building structure, i guess. But different material this time, i think. Hm. Last time Sarawak Club is mostly make of woods. The New One?????? No one knows yet. Ha ha. I think the swimming pool is still there. Wanna swim there? I think it is scarry to swim there la. Dont know whether the left over is stable or not. Ha ha. If the left over collapse then jadi "indoor swimming pool" la. Touch wood. Oops. From what i have heard the library this kenak burn down. If wanna know more read See Hua Daily they got plenty of pictures. Sin Chew Jit Poh also got but not as much. And Bornoe Post only a bit la. Hm. Why ho? Well, i understand that i might have a lot of friends will be out of place to hang out, well go to church serve the god your lord. Well, i am not being SUPER HOLY or what. But dont you think it is time for you to do that? Ok now, let me explain. Hm. Think how many times you have escape from something dangerous. For exmaple, the club got burn down early in the morning, no one gets hurt. What if it got burn down on weekends when most of the family spend there times there? How many people will get hurt? Ok now. Thank God for this. God is always working to protect us. So why dont we spend some times on him?

Well, for me i spent normally two times a week. It will be the weekend nights. But i will be attending the morning session starting from 6 august onwards as the first morning session in City Harvest Fellowship will start. The youth in my church is so cool that i alwayas cant wait to go. Ha ha. We got talent show every half year. And now the singing competition is going on. They are doing it like Malaysia Idols. Lol. So funny la. But i didnt join, not stage fright but my mom say people surely run away if i sing. SO insulting and sad. But i admit that i sing badly. Ha ha. Hm. Tonight will be the quarter final for group. Last night, was quarter final for solo. I didnt stay there long cause we cannot hear or see them sing. Then it was rather late already cause it starts at 9 p.m. la. Tonight also 9 p.m. But not sure whether i am going for prayer meeting cause i might be going to swim.

Oops. The post is too long already. I think. Ha ha. Well, I will be off on the 2,3,4 & 7 August cause the first three days got exam and the 7th August is erhhhmmm.... Ladies and Gentlemen Now i wanna announce that the 7th August 2006 will be my sleeping day. Ha ha. And it is also me and my dears half year annivesary. Ha ha. Blueks, i didnt plan it but just realize it just now. Ha ha.

Oh. and my current music addiction is Tokyo Drift's song by Teriyaki Boyz. Hi hi.

Ta ta.
Muackz to all readers. Ha ha. Sorry, too happy cause can sleep for whole day.

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3:07 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

the afterwards club

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2:41 PM

THe Sarawak CLub, found 1876
Now, I wanna be the news reporter as it is not out in the news yet. Hm. Last night at 2 something Sarawak Club was burnt into ashes. It is a 130 years old club. It was expand as the club grows but in a night it's all gone. Nothing left. Just like something i learnt from Baby Bryan yesterday "No more." with his hand turning and twisting. Some of the pics there. See it used to be so beautiful. The club is worth more than million i think now is = RM 0. Which i feel sad for. Just imagine that you spend all of your life looking at the club and been there quite a number of times now.. it is. sigh. I will post up the after scene pictures tonight. Dont worry.I need further updates so i can update those who is reading my blog.
For those who dont know where is it located here's a map.
This is a kuching map. The location has been circle. It is next to civic centre.

Please be patient for futher updates.
Ta ta.

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10:40 AM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

It seems so chun with my thought la. try it guys.

You Should Get A Butterfly Tattoo

Girly and funky For you, tattoos are a thing of beauty - not toughness

What Tattoo Should You Get?

what about this one? will it last?

Your Relationship Will Last... A Long Time!

Your guy is ideal, as close to Mr. Perfect as he could be If you took this quiz, you may be doubting that... Don't! No guy is perfect but yours comes really close You guys will last for many years, as long as you appreciate him!

How Long Will Your Relationship Last?

Actually i got more of these kind of things but but but i lost it as i click the wrong button on my window.

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7:59 PM

My computer cacat already. Ha ha. Everything goes weird here. I start to like celine dion. Arguing with my dear. And lots la. Just dont know what has gone wrong with my life this few days. Feel lifeless. Hope less. Love less. Dont know la. No mood to blog already. Bye.

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7:47 PM

My film loop

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7:11 PM

Monday, July 24, 2006

Fast and pray
Ok. Wondering why i am using this title? OK. My church is having a fast and pray campaign. We are fasting and praying for Malaysia. This whole thing came from and organization call NCEF. It is an organization which has a lot of church going under it. City Harvest Kuching is one of them. (Proud to be. ) Well, what have i done during the weekends? I work on saturday morning, then college will 5 something cause ranining too heavily then home. Then church. Then home again then o o. Ha ha. Think nothing interesting, right? Wait... Going to church is interesting. Ha ha. Hm. Join me to church if you wanna know how interesting it is. Ha ha. Ok. For Sunday woke up late. Then went to fetch oh my darling then went for breakfast then went home for cell group (it was at my hosue. ) send me a message if you are interesting to join. Then went to Da yee to pick Anson's clothes and send it to his house while i send his car back. Then i went home lo. Mom went to his house to pick me. It is Anson's HOUSE. A four year old kid got a house la. Hm. Long story. Ha ha. Then church again lo. Then home again lo. Ha ha. Wasted my time sleeping a lot. But now i still feel sleepy. Ha ha. Nothing much happen during the weekends it rather boring.

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2:24 PM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

I want it. Can anyone buy me one?

Complete Walkman Kit....
Online music too...
Music regonition
The camera is 2 MP but is better than the one i have now right?
And it is also 3G. But is useful to me? Ha ha.
But in overall. I just love this phone.
And it is also 3G. But is useful to me? Ha ha.


I think w950i is not bad too. will post up when i am free to do it. I am now deprive of Sony ericsson w850i.
I need one w850i. can anyone buy me? I want it in white colour. Please....
I want them. Pleaseee....

with l0v3, The only tame shark

10:38 AM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

"Never Had A Dream Come True"

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Somewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be

You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you will
Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say (words to say)
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be
A part of me will always be with you

_____________________________________________________

SOmetimes i just feel so down that i dont know how to express my feelings.

Got this lyrics from www.azlyrics.com

Suddenly feel down.

Signing off with sadness.

with l0v3, The only tame shark

3:13 PM

Blueks.. Tee Hee.. I am so happy but aint telling why only god knows why. Ha ha. Love me....

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12:30 PM

Me no more sick, so i wanna start to post up my photos again. Not totally heal la. BUt better than yesterday already la. Hiaks Hiaks.
Hm.
Bang. I am dead
Me....
My friend, she dance well o.
He make up for me one. Ha ha.
Pam, my friend too. Ha ha.

I hate blogger. I upload samething for so many times but cannot one.

Being Pig..
Peace..
Me and Bryan.
Me and Tee.
Me and Kel.

Hm. Wonder why i upload so many pics at once? ha ha. Actually wanted to upload it a few days ago but was busy in office and then was so sick yesterday. Ha ha.

I am now confused with my life. Whom shall i goes too? Your are trying to stop me to communicate with the others. I am starting to hate you. I dont know why. I dislike the way you control me. The more you control me the more i hate you. I know you will never get to read this blog. I also dont care if you read this blog. This is my feelings. I dont know how to talk to you anymore. Everytime i talk to you, you will burst. You can never talk properly to me. Hate Hate Hate.

Annie gone travelling again. That's mean i am going to help her take care her lil prince. Hiaks hiaks. Hm. Mom came back from KL. Bought slippers for me. It looks a bit like auntie one. But comfortable wearing it. It costs only below RM 60 i think. And she bought a tee which is something like annie bought it from Australia. And my aunt from China also bought baju for me. And also a web cam. Will posts it up maybe tonight. Wanna ask my ex classmates to come out to have a drink tonight.

Oh ya. Last night, everyone almost left anson behind at my aunt's house. I dont know whether i was the one who listen wrongly or my cousin-in-law who said wrongly. I heard him said that he is going to pick anson then bring him buy his breakfast and dog foods but he claims that he told me he is going to bring him buy that after i sent him home. I also dont know la.

Hm. Got to go for now. Will update soon again.

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9:27 AM

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

I am sick again. How come and why?

Sigh. Cannot blog already. No energy.

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9:35 AM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Me Myself and i with my vanity

On the phone with mom and taking pic with mah love.
Look like a monkey la. My mom's daughter is a monkey.
Shssss... Working also wanna taking pic. See how vain?
the sad pig

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10:40 AM

Only Hope - A Walk to Remember

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back


So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope


I took the above from from Kimty

Ok. Once more i wanna tell every one that i am no long bloggint in my MSN Spaces but i will keep that space got i have got a lot of memories and photos inside. Ha ha.

Mom is coming back later. Ha ha. Wondering what she bought me? She shop till her foot leg. While mostly people will shop till their legs drop. Ha ha.

Just finish my breaky. And did some office work then here i am to blog. Well, KC Happy belated Birthday. Hiaks. Forgot to greet you yesterday. You are old already you know. Have to learn to be more obedient o. Ha ha. I am just like a granny nagging her grand children. Ok i shall stop it. Ha ha. Blueks.

Ta ta.
Update again soon.

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9:55 AM

Monday, July 17, 2006

Hello, Good Morning, Charlie. Ha ha. I do that as someone calls me charlie's angel. Ha ha. Am i? I thought Charlie's angel is supposed to be hot right? Am i hot enought? Ha ha. Only this morning that i realize that my blog didnt publish the whatever title i used. Ha ha. Why ho? But nevermind la. Just wait. I will find out How to edit it soon. There is still a lot that need to be done to my blog.

Hm. Guess what? I finish all my assignments on saturday. Do you think i need to put them here to show you all? Leave comments la. Ha ha. Well, i will try to get the comment thingy done soon. As i will be a bit more free already. And now i am waiting for the college exam which will be on the 31 July, 2 August, and 4 August. Shit that's mean i only got ten days for rest ba. Shit shit shit. Sigh.

Mom is coming back tomorrow. Ha ha. That's mean aunt tee chuo will be back too. Ha ha. Then there will be no more fast food for me. Was thinking not to eat these few days but but but cannot tahan ba. What to do?

Ok. Now i wanna talk about christ. Well, on the youth night the pastor talked about the treasure inside the pot. What's the treasure? The treasure is our almighty Lord, Jesus. Now lets start my preach. My own one. ha ha. Firstly, please turn to John 16:33,"I have said this to you, so that in me you may have peace. In the world you may face persecution, But take courage; i have conquered the world." What shall we fear of in the world? As Jesus has conquered the world? Well, like pastor had once said, if you the the God Your Lord, you should not fear the world. Hm. Remember about Paul's Story, he still can praise lord while he was in the jail. Even after he got beaten, he never blame anyone he did not even blame the Lord. He still praise him. Which make people around him impressed.I am impressed too. Pss... I got this bad habit. I kept swearing whenever i am angry, I must change, stop swearing.

Now lets turn to 1 corinthians 4:7-11 it is written, "For who sees anything different in you? 'What do you have that you did not receive? And if you have received it, why do you boast as if it were not a gift? Already you have all you want! Quite apart from us you have become kings! Indeed. I wish that you had become kings, so that we might be kings with you.! For I think that God has exhibited us apostkes as last of all, as though sentenced to death, because we have become a spectacle to the world, to angles and to mortals. We are fool for the sake of Christ, but you are wise in christ. We are weak, but you are strong. You are held in honor, but we in direpute. To the present hour we are hungry and thirsty, we are poorly clothed and beaten and homelss". And the next one i would like you all to turn to is Revelation 1:5 "and from Jesus Christ, the fatithful witness, the first born of the dead, and the ruler of the kings of the earth.To him who loves us and freed us from our sins by his blood,"

Ok. Now the first main point i wanna tell you in summary is that sometimes we are surrounded by enemies and all the things but we are not being trap, there is still a way out four us. And the second main point is that sometimes we might feel the pain and the sorrow but we wont be disappointed. In 2 Chronicles 20:11-17, it says "they reward us by coming to drive us out of your possesion that you have given us to inherit. O our God, will you not execute judgement upon them? For we are powerless against this great multitude that is coming against us. We do not know what to do but our eyes are on you. Mean while all Judah stood before the Lord, with their little ones, their wife and their children. Then the spirit of the Lord came upon Jahaziel son of Zechariah, son of Benaiah, son of Jeiel, son of Mattaniahm a Levite of the sons of Asaph, in the middle of the assembly. He said, 'Listen, all Judah's and inhabitants of Jerusalem, and King Jehoshaphat: Thus the Lord to you: Do not fear or be dismayed at his great muktitude; for the battle is not yours but God's. Tomorrow go down against them, and they will come up by the ascent of Ziz; you will find them at the end of the valley, before the wilderness of Jeruel. This battle is not for you to fight; take your position and stand still and see the victory of the Lord on your behalf. O Judah and Jerusalem Do not fear or be dismayed tomorrow go out against them and the Lord will be with you"

Thirdly, is that sometimes we are in an ungreatful condition but we are no being abandon. Please refer to Matthew 5:11-12, "Blessed are you when people reviled you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on your account. Rejoice and be glad, for your reward is great in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you. "

Finally, when we fall down it is not yet unto death.

Hm. Stop here now. Continue about what the pastor said on the sunday meeting tomorrow or when i am free. Haiks.

God Bless.

with l0v3, The only tame shark

9:58 AM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

My assignment for advertising is not done yet. Br... 2500words... Br... Ok, quarrel with my baby last evening not really quarrel la. but i also dont know la. he said that i treat him coldly. Yes, maybe a bit. I also dont know la. I am confuse too. Am you know what he told me this morning? He said that i didnt do assignment cause he was not beside me. Duh... Totally worng. I was tired only. TIred. I want vacation but why i cannot go le? it is like everyone can get to go vacation but what about me? sigh...

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9:33 AM

Friday, July 14, 2006

Hm. What's the meaning of the title?
Ok. Now. Guess what is the time and what am i doing? Haks. No one will get it correct i think. Ha ha. Cause it is now 3.30 a.m and i am not sleeping but doing my assignments. Ha ha. Hard working le? LOL. Actually i shall already finish my assignment and be in bed restin now. But i was so lazy to show my lecturer my assignments and i got everything wrong and now ended up i need to stay up late in order to finish it. HIaks.

Mom is not around. She gone for travelling already and Aunt Tee Chuo is not here and no one cook. This morning breaky i ate nasi lemak and my cuzzy didnt know that then she bought nasi lemak for me for lunch again. She said that she did inform me that she is going to buy nasi lemak for me for lunch but i got no idea that she told me. Never mind la. So i ate twice. And now my skin is itchy cause i ate so much belacan la. Sigh. Then dinner i took it at 11.00++ cause i really cannot stand the hungriness already. I use to be so good at starving myself to on diet but now>? Like shit la. A bit also cannot tahan already. All my dear dear's fault lo. Eveyday ask me to eat on time and make me cannot be like last time. But also good la, prooves that he sayang me ba. Right? Hiaks.

Hm. On the 13 July, a lot of stocks arrived was thinking to do my assignment in the office during day time but failed la. So now i am here doing the assignment but end up blogging cause fade up with my assignment. Later i am going to pray to god first before i continue my assignment. Hm. What is the advantages for historical cost concepts? Duh....

Br.... I wanna sleep. Nope, i can tahan. I can tahan. Will still upgrade my blog a bit, soon. ha ha. Need improvement. Everyone need improvement. Ha ha. blueks.

Bye. Going to pray and continue with my assignment.

with l0v3, The only tame shark

2:30 AM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Well, mom will be departing to KL this afternoon and i will be left alone here. Once more. Sad. Everyone gets to go travel but hey anyone realize that i am left behind here? Huh? No one right? Stupid you all. Well, never mind la. Just let it be la. No matter what i am always the one who suffers i am always the one who get the bad ones because i am no longer a lil kid that attract people to sayang me. I know i know. But please la. The last time i went travelling was 2 years ago la. Can someone please symphatize me? Huh? Hello????

Well, never mind la. I still got me myself i. Ha ha.

My conclusion is no human beings love me like. Even you, i hope you know who. Well, sometimes you just seem dont know how to talk nicely la. I hate you for that? Want to know what is my feelings for you? Nah. I am not gonna tell.

Hm. Well, i am f full now. Well, i am going to start saying the f word again. or the s word. Dont ask me why. i am pissed off with this world. I cannot go anywhere because the reason i was given is i am still studying. Like f. If i dont study i also dont get to go ba. Duh... You think what ah. I am not super woman you are not too. So just be considerate. K? I am tired when you are holding so tight. The tighter you hold the more i wanna go loose. YOu know? You know but you still want to hold tight. I am so f tired.

Not only one is like that but two person in my life did that to me? Do you know how do i feel ha?

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFfff

Got to go.
Have to complete my assignment wish me luck.

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1:56 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

What i wanna say in this post is that i am sad and that's all.

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5:13 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

这是我第一次用华语, 如果有错请原谅.

Ok. Above is the first i type chinese in my blog. My title says am i happy? I am still wondering whether am i happy after Pastor Kenneth Wong from West Malaysia prayed for me just now. Yes, he was in my church for 3 nights. I didnt went last night but i went just now. The Holy Spirit was so strong that i never feel that strong of holy spirit before. Firstly, he prayed for those who wants to forgot the past. Then he prayed for those who i wanna be blessed. I went up to him to pray for both things. When he was praying for the forget the past one. I was crying and i cannot control it i even shout so loud(that's what my mom told me.) The second time he prayed for me i hit the floor. Hm. That is the holy spirit working inside me. But just after i came out from the church i called dear when i reach daily joy and you know what? We argue over the matter that i cannot go out late. Sometimes jealousy from him to my friends just make me feel sad and dont know what to do. I know i know that is my past and i shouldnt be thinking about it but i just cannot control. Now i still feel like crying but i cannot mom will suspect something is wrong with me if i cry now. Well, i am plain tired. God show me the path please. I cannot see you again. I am sad.

Hm. I dont know why this few days i am so tired. Annie will be back to Kuching on Monday. Mom will be leaving to KL on Tuesday. And i will only be staying in Kuching eating grass. Hate it. Everyone gets to travel and everyone got their dreams come true but what about me? I want mine too. Does anyone care about my dreams. I am also a human being with full of dreams and hopes in my life right?

What's my past? Wanna know? But dont be shock if i tell. I was once an eating disoder little girl. I once tried to commit suicide. I hate myself. I dont feel love. Wanna know about the eating disoder part. Ha ha. Hm it was when i was in form 4. I was so lost about everything that i went to school to only sleep and eat then make myself vomit. I feel that it is my pleasure to do that. But soon after wards i am awake and found out that it is no good for myself. So i told my mom and she brought me to Doctor. Doctor said that it is not serious yet and gave me some anti-depressant. Now i dont take that anymore. Ok?

I know i am still sad and down but i dont do things to hurt myself anymore. I promise God that i wont hurt myself anymore. I crossed my fingers.

I am now wondering is there anyone who really can read my mind and see what i think? Huh? I am blur and confuse too.

I went to KC's house just now. He held a party at his house today. But didnt attent the whole thing cause need to go church. Well, from there i found out something. Kids growing out in government school and private school isnt the same. Well, i dont wanna talk more about it as it is a really sensitive issue. I went to his house only to pass him the gift i gave him and my mom gave him ang pao. REad properly i left without eating. So i came back to pick my mom to church cause she says go with one car. Only went to eat after church. YOu know what? I ordered a fried bee hoon and it's chao huei da. Sian la. Sad la. Then didnt finish. dear actually da pao penne rigate for me but.... I got not yuen with the food he da pao, we didnt meet i only get to come home called him then i took bath then call him again(cause i promise to) then here i am to scribble down my feelings.

See that's my life. any comments? i know that i blog dont have that service yet. Be patient ya... I will update it soon. Hi hi.

with l0v3, The only tame shark

12:41 AM

Friday, July 07, 2006

Ok. I feel dizzy la... Help. I need more sleep. Hm. But how le? Brr... Assignment dueing. SO sien to blog now. Sorry. Bye.

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2:21 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Ok. Now, annie was sick then now me. And today she is going to australia leaving me in the office alone. my mom will be going to kl next week but annie will be back by then. Not fair, everyone has gone travelling. What about me? Ha? Me? Pity me.... Sad...

Hm. Well, nothing much happen this few days. The same busy routine going on. Office, college home office college home. Seldom meet with my 'bad fish'. Ha ha. Last night after his work, you know what he brought to my house. A ducky lolipop. I was like oh my gosh. I know he calls me baby but i am not a real baby. Ha ha. But still sweet la. I didnt eat it. It's in the fridge.

K. My assignments dues on the 14 but i only start a bit only. Can someone please remind me that i need to finish all before that. Please.... leave me a message in either friendster or sms me if you got my number. Ha ha. Blueaks.

OK. ATTENTION EVERYONE.
REV. KENNETH WONG WILL BE IN MY CHURCH ON THIS COMING FRIDAY AND SATURDAY. MY CHURCH IS CITY HARVEST FELLOWSHIP. IT IS IN TABUAN DESA NEAR LODGE. AND NEAR THE UNI-SHOP. IT'S NEXT TO A CONDO BUT I DONT KNOW WHT'S THE NAME. WHO WANNA KNOW MORE MESSAGE MY FRIENDSTER. GONNA POST UP SOME INTERSTING ACTIVITY THAT HAPPENS IN OUR CHURCH TONIGHT.

Tata. Got to go for now. Will update again if i have got time.
Muackxxx.

with l0v3, The only tame shark

11:15 AM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

I miss them. Miss the time we i was one of them. That's already a past tense and only can be refresh in my memory. Sigh.

Hm. The past. Is there really anything that is so memorable in the past. Yes. When my father was around and he went singapore with me. I wanna go singapore again but my mom dont really let. Sigh. This month i pay for her air ticket and everything hope she understand that i also need to travel. I am stress and tired. Last night, my boy told me that i am not as stress as a lot of people out there. But please understand i am brought up in what kind of family. I know i am weak. But at least i didnt take drugs to cover my emptiness or what ba. Duh.

Ok. Now let me warn you guys something be careful when you use the sms T9 Dictionary. Just now while i was messaging with dear then i wanna type suak end up suck. Ha ha. The other day when i messaged my mom i wanna type having lunch with anna
nna but become having lunch with bomb. Another time i wanna type booked the ticket but turns out to be cooked the ticket. Funny? Laugh till you fall to the floor then. Hiakz.

Oh ya, there is a 8 years old little girl who is a member in my church got limpha (dont know how it spells)cancer. So pity la. According to her parents the sickness might be because of consuming too many crackers (keropoks) and hot dogs. But dont really know how true is it. And i have heard lots of people saying that hot dogs are made of the corpse of animals. Yucksss. But sometimes i still miss the taste of hot dogs. Hi hi. Blueks. Everyone who read my blog, pray for her please. She is only 8 years old and she still havent seen a lot of wonderful happenings in this world la. Pray for her. Thanks. Muackz..

Got to go. So cold in office. Need to go toilet again. Update soon.

with l0v3, The only tame shark

12:04 PM