Monday, August 28, 2006
CSI Miami
Hm. See my title? Thought of the movie. Well, for those who dont know what is CSI Miami, it is an episode series, i think. (I dont really know how to explain) It was nice, so last week, i went to some shop and look at their PC game and saw this game. The game was so exciting that i can play for days non-stop, that's why i didnt blog. Hm. It is fun, the game is about looking for evidence and getting the warrant, suspect warrant and location warrant. Hi hi. It is so cool. That's all for the game.
Now. I wanna report about the singing competition that was held in my church. My church organize it. Cool, huh? Well, this singing competition is for all those youngsters la.. Hm. Mostly sang R&B song or love song lo. Hm. Well, my group's member got first for both Solo and Group. Congrats to Avin and Justin. Hm. Was a bit busy that two nights then forgot to take there photo. Sorry. My friend did some nice thing too.. Ha ha.. Love all those from my gourp. Muackness to you all..
Well, went to watch monster house on Saturday night. Well, it was about something spiritual la.. Hm.. I think the character dont look cute but the story is interesting the house is haunted till the house can move and keep everything inside. Hm. It was about an old man who has got a wife who is spiritual and how the kids and the old man solve all the problem together lo. Hi hi. It was nice. Went home at around 2 something.
For the last week. Quarrel with Darling on Saturday night. Well, something happen but i dnt feel like mentioning the whole thing. I know that i am the one who causes this trouble lo. Well, here I wanna apologize to Ronald Ryan Chong K.C. I love you. I will never change. Love you Forever. I am Sorry. K? Lots of things happen to us recenlty but what we going to do? I wanna stay with you... FOREVER>>> I aint making empty promise this time...
with l0v3, The only tame shark
9:18 AM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Consideration
Hm. I am now in the mid of consideration. This decision will make a big changes to my life. Well, I dont know what to do but i hope to talk to someone but i cant cause it is private and confidential. Hm. It is not about Sweden. Sweden is still in my list of consideration. It is not about my relationship but there is an indirect connection to it. And there is also an indirect connection to my family. This is a hard cross road. But if i choose the new path i will need to do more sacrifice to things around me. Well, but ... Long story...
CONGRATS ME.... I pass all the subjects for the last semester. This shows to my mom that i can arrange my time properly. So i want her to leave me alone and do my things in my own way.. Hi hi... Peace to me.. SO HAPPY TILL TODAY>>>>> The happiness will go on.. Hi hi..
with l0v3, The only tame shark
9:23 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Sweden?
Well, I am now stuck. I have told you my plans and you obejected. Why? Why need to be like that? Why need to leave if i go Sweden? I am there to work not play. I want more cash. I want future. What can i get if i stay in Malaysia? I feel like shit staying here. I am doing all this for our future. But you threaten me. Fine then. If you think that you will leave me if i leave to Sweden then leave me now. Dont you know that i dont have a good child hood? Huh? My close relative can go LONDON and study there, because of some unfair will that swallow everything. I admit. I am Fucking Jelous. *i know i should nt curse. But so angry now.
Well,I think i can be a mini lawyer soon. As i am now taking up the commercial law subject. I feel it stupid la.. Ha ha. Well, guys in my class are quite annoying la.. Hm. They said that Parliament and DUN is the same thing. But of course being polite i didnt LOL in front of them la.. Ha ha.. Then they thought that State and state are actually the same. They were trying to be clever and told the lecturer that State means Negeri. Ha ha. Ok now, let me explain. State actually means country if the letter 'S' is capital letter. If it is small letter then it means negeri la. Ok? Ha ha. Then after that the lecturer, *oops i didnt know his name, said something like this, " you need to have an certain amount of english to study law." Hm. If it is me i would already hide myself under the table la.. Ha ha.. Hm. I should not laugh la. Why am i so mean?
Ok, I admit that i am a bit sick mentally recently. Too much pressure from i dont know what la.. Weird right? Yes, i am going crazy. Ha ha.
Last night after class, met up with darling for a while actually going out with friends but they didnt call me so suak lo. Ha ha. Hm. I will be bringing KC and KIM to my church tonight. Not sure whether my friend Mavis will be going. I will be so happy if she goes la.. Ha ha.
Oh ya, guess what i can drive a manual car without the engine dying on the road already la.. Ha ha. i am so happy. Ok now wonder why i knw right? Hm. Last night, my mom need to go church for prayer meeting, then Anna(my cousin) who got 2 car and wanted to park her Kancil at my aunt's house, i think should say at a shop house, so instead of letting her car rest she ask me to drive off her car to college so i did. I went college earlier cause it is so f hot at home. Ha ha, my home means my aunt house too. I grow up there. Ha ha.
Congrats to me now.. Say Hooray... Ha ha..
Ok, today is St Faith Food Fair day. My mom went there this morning, she said it was so crowded there but no doubt that the food there this time is not bad. My mom bought 3 packets of Fried Bee Hoon and a packet of Nasi Lemak and 6 chicken pies and a packet of fish balls. My mom said that quite a few of my friend is selling things there and they keep asking my mom to buy their things for me to eat. They didnt know whether i will like it or not and they just said that i will like it. So funny la. Ha ha...
Got to go for now. That's all for today.
OUR YOUTH IS HAVING A BIG 'NIGHT' TONIGHT. HAHA. CAUSE GOT SINGING CONTEST AND BIRTHDAY PARTY. YES, BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR THOSE WHOSE BIRTHDAY IS THE NEXT HALF YEAR. HAHA. MUACKSNESS TO MY CHURCH. HAHA.
I LOVE CITY HARVEST CHURCH. WE GOT BRANCH IN KUCHING, KL, AND SINGAPORE. THE BIGGEST IS IN SINGAPORE. HAHA. MY CHURCH ROCK.
Some credits for you guys, meet the cute tortoise. Dnt tell Anson I took his tortoise.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
10:44 AM
Friday, August 18, 2006
The baby tiger
I feel bright,
i dont see the shadow of the sun,
i feel heaty but i dont see that there is a bright round thing in the sky.
I woke mama tiger up to want her to know the situation,
when she woke up all she do was shaking her and said,
"we are going to extint soon."
I was curious what is wrong?
I didnt ask.
Now,
I am on a truck in a cage,
Mama Tiger now tell me that we have been caught,
the human caught us,
they want to us the wood in the forest,
wood in the forest that we used to live is going to be used.
Now,
Mama Tiger also tell me that we dont see the sun and feel the heat is because there is haze,
Haze happen because there's not enough tree to absorb the carbon dioxide,
I sob, i cry,
why does human being wants to do that to the world?
why is human being so selfish?
No one will know,
But god does.
Baby tiger signing off in the tame shark's blog.
Tata
with l0v3, The only tame shark
2:40 PM
Being Melissa
See my title? Hm... Now let me tell you guys what is the feeling of being Melissa. Ok, to be clear, what is the feeling of being Melissa who is from a single parent family, when her mother need to do two characters job. She need to earn food and everything for me and yet she need to do the job that mother needs to do at home too. Well, hm... i think i have mentioned about it before but i cannot the shortcut link. Sorry. It was June when i post it up. It was in the only post which i use CAPITAL LETTER cause i feel so down.. Ha ha... I am insane, right? Well, back to the topic being me is not that easy la.. Any one wants to try? Ha ha. I bet no one. Well, i has got a mother who loves me too much and a boy friend that loves me much too. But sometimes i feeel so pressure about it, it is because i dont know how to divide my time in between them la.. It makes me feel so sick.. FFFF sick la.. Ok, i cursed who made me start to curse? You know who you are. Well, thank god that it rain this morning. It has been so hazzy these few days that i feel hard to breathe la... My last post mention about aircon. Remember? Ha ha. Stupid le? Now, wanna know what is my routine every week,
Monday, day time - work
night time - study then sometimes hang out with friends after that,
Tuesday, day time - work
night time - study then go pick my mom from church then home,
Wednesday, day time - work
night time - study then sometimes hang out with friends or boyfriend
Thursday, day time - work
night time - bible study ( not in college but in church)
Friday, day time - work
night time - study then sometimes hang out with friends or bf
Saturday, day time- work half day, then the other half play or sleep (relax time)
night time - Youth meeting at City Harvest Church where i have learnt a lot of things and the band there makes me feel like i am praising the lord in the clubs. Ha ha. Our church isnt boring we have got all sorts of activity, drama, singing competition, preaching competition and etc. We are having an EMERGE YOUTH confrence in our church at the end of the year.
Sunday, day time - morning - Sunday Service ( it was actually at night and as the member in our church grow we have two session one is 9-11a.m another one is 7-9p.m. Hm. Well, our church place is not big enough that's why we have got 2 session. ) Then cell group at my house in the afternn from 2.30 till 4 something.
night time - rest or hang out with friends. Ha ha...
Now... See how easy is it to be me... Hi hi.. Love me... K?
Hm... Yesterday noon, one of my friend came to my office to introduce a product call K-Link. He did experiment on my cousin and he said that that product helps in lots of things. Well, if your face skin isnt that tight anymore then you shall try it but it will costs you a whole in the pocket if you are a student or if you earn less than 1500 per month. Ha ha. Well, if i buy it it will burn me a whole in my pocket too. Ha ha. Well, i think that product is real good la. It help you relax your muscles and FIRM YOUR BREASTS if it already Loose Loose la.. Ha ha. And it can help the menopause female and MALE too. All the MEN attention, you have menopause too. Ha ha. Believe it, see whether your father is CRANKY recently... Ha ha. But dont tell your father that i told you that men have menopause too. BLueks..
Got to go. Gonna up load pics which i left behind yesterday and i am also going to upload pics for today's weather here.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
8:44 AM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
La la ness
Good morning. I am being an early bird today. I came to office early without feeling sleepy. Slurpp... Tee Hee. Well, i slept quite late last night and the night before. Well, for the night before i was playing game. Asphalt 2. It is a car racing game. Quite nice. I dont know whether i can play it with other phone but i used QD N-Gage when i played it. Well, for last night was playing message with my love till dont know what time. Ha ha. But i know the last message i sent him was 11.54p.m. i was half way sleeping already. Hi hi. Well, later i have got some photo of him and i to show of but it was not taken this few days it was taken on the 07/08/06. Hi hi.
I have got a video to share. I editted it with my phone.. Hi hi. But i dont know why when i upload it it is a bit blur blur la... Anyone knows why?
Here comes the photo.Hi hi.
My darling wanted to proof that the camera is good. I was trying to poke his face with my peace.
Me myself and i.
My darling working part time at Casa Davide. The food there is not bad. Hm. But too bad cannot take the food's picture the surrounding there is dark cause romantic ma.
My handsome. He is mine. Bitches and sluts, back off.
He was gaming. Asphalt 2 also. Hi hi.
I was gaming. Hi hi.
Ok, Now i wanna comment about the weather. I am not commenting people it is nothing wrong right? Hi hi. Well, the haze is getting worse. Hm. Here's the photo. I just took it this morning. Hi hi.
And as now is dry season is your hosue protected with fire insurance? I no then look for me. i am selling fire insurance and car insurance now. Hi hi.
muacks. Love me. Please. Ha ha.
Got to go for now. Bye.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
8:21 AM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Stop Back stabbing me
Ok, now those who back stab me in front of my mom. Please hands up. I wanna see who you are. If you dare to back stab me then come to me la.. What's your problem? Jealous? Well, i think my life is well enough. Why do you need to give bad comments about my love life? Huh? You think that the situation that we are in is still not pitiful? Wanna make us break? Huh? Ha ha. But now we will not break because of those stupid comments from you guys. The bible says that we shall not comment about other people's life. to those who comment bad about me read this please. This is my life not yours. And only Jesus reigns on my life. You are also not perfect, ok? Stop commenting about me. I am FFFF piss now...
Ok, should stop complaining. Give me a pail of ice water please. Thanks. Hi hi.
Well, the new semester in college started last night. We did Macroeconomics, the subject is not too bad but there are a lot of students in one class. Walao... Why only offer 2 subjects for part timer? That's why la... Ha ha...
Ok, Here i wanna say it one more time stop commenting about my life. Get it?
with l0v3, The only tame shark
8:31 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Pirates of Carribean 2
It is a nice movie,i watch it with the bf last night. But still feel sad. Something happen in our relationship. My mom is objecting, what shall i do now? I dont know. SIgh.
Well, i wanna upload a few pictures but lazy to go online at night and i dnt have cable in office so.. cannot lo. Well, just to inform my phone is back and it becomes w550c. Well, the software is actually w550i now become w550c, i heard that it is much better than the w550i. Hope so. I dnt want it to go back to the phone hospital again. so kolien la. My phone cannot see me for one week. * Actually, i am the one who miss my phone. La la. I cannot live without it i admit. Ha ha.
Hm. See my title? Ok. I watched it on wednesday night with my ryan. The movie was nice. Well, i just cannot imagine that i kiss some one that i dont love like how elizabeth did to trick Jack Sparrow. I think i will cry lo. There was once i was with a guy whom i totally dont love. And whenever he touches me i feel like shouting la.. Ha ha. Not shouting over the joy and whelm but the feeling of disgusting lo. Ew...
The movie is nice. Jack Sparrow died in the end and there's a new captain taking over Jack Sparrow's place again. Wanna know how Jack Sparrow died? Go watch it yourself la.. Ha ha. Dont wanna tell. Blueks.. Come and pinch me lo..
Well, guys being the hardworking me. i am now installing the software to take the phots from my phone and upload it here later. Wee. Be patient. I am going to upload the photo of my exam docket too. Remember that i blog about that stupid SEGI?
Be patient.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
9:25 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Half year with my love
What is love? I aint knowing it too. I think that love is about you care for someone so much that you can cry because he didnt not answer his cell phone for the whole day? I think that love is pampering someone you love when he/she is moody?
Ok, i have been with Ronald Ryan Chong Kwang Chiew for officially half year on the 07 August 2006 which was also my friend Mavis' birthday. Happy Birthday to ya girl..
I was on leave on that day and spent all most the whole day with my darling. That night actually we planned to eat at bla bla bla but we ended up at pizza hut cause Ryan said that he missed the spaghetti there. Nothing much. But was feeling so sweet that night. Hm. We didnt pass the half year smoothly. Our relationship almost ended but we both maintained it. See... Everything has got it's up and down. Well, lovers out there appreciate what you have, cause every relationship has got it's up and down.
Things is not so bad lately but still got the down part. Quite busy nowadys so i seldom blog lo. Well, my church's morning service has already started. It's nice. The amount of people attending the morning service is unexpectable. The amount of people who attended the morning service is suprisingly a lot.. Truee... I am not lying.
Muacks to those who went. Hi hi. Got to go for now. Got something to do. Bye.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
10:30 AM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
moodless
I dont know what happen to me and things around me. Feel so moodless. Dont know what to do. How to be happy again???
with l0v3, The only tame shark
11:12 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Stupid SEGI
Firstly, i wanna apologize to my readers first, sorry for not blogging for a while and now the first subject i wanna do here is nag. Ok. Stupid SEGI. I wanna say it again STUPID SEGI. Although the tuition fee there is cheap. I know is cheap but the service also need to be moderate ma. The first time what i kena is there is no class and i was not inform that was my first day in second day in SEGI only. See they did not respect me. The next time almost something the same. My lecturer could not be present that night and i was not inform. SEE... TWICE. Then the third was the assignment due date. OK, blame me i was stupid so i need to redo the assignment and i havent pass the assignment till today. We need to hang in the redo assignment earlier but i was not inform and after the due date the exam unit people told me and i need to hurry everything and end up fail. See who is going to bear it. My mom cause she needs to pay more. Then yesterday, the examination for FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING II was on so i went with my caculator and what happen again??? The exam for the subject was on BUUTTT FFFF, my name was not on the list. SEE the FOURTH TIME...
TODAY, IT IS THE FIFTH TIME. I WENT TO THE COLLEGE FOR EXAM. I ARRIVED AT 1.40PM AS I PUNCH THE CAR COUPON SO I REMEMBER THEN I WALK IN TO THE LIFT UP TO LEVEL THREE AND WHEN I LOOK AT THE NAME LIST. SHIT THE SUBJECT MICROECONOMICS' CANDIDATES NAME LIST IS NOT ON THE WALL. SO I CHECKED MY EXAM DOCKET AGAIN, OK IT WAS MY FAULT. I WAS SO MAD I WENT TO THE STAFF ROOM. THERE IS MY ADVERTSING LECTURER WHO ENTERTAIN ME,
LECTURER :HEY, MELISSA
MELISSA :WHEN IS THE EXAM FOR MICROECONOMICS?
LECTURER :MICRO OR MACRO?
MELISSA :MICRO.
LECTURER :IT WAS ON THE 31ST JULY LA. YOU MISSED IT?
MELISSA :YES, MY EXAM DOCKET STATED AS THIS AFTERNOON.
LECTURER :I'LL HELP YOU CHECK.
MELISSA :OK.
(MY STUPID PHONE BREAK DOWN SO NO PROOF BUT WAIT TILL MY PHONE OK THEN I WILL PROOF IT TO YOU GUYS.)
THEN, THEY ENDED UP HAVING THE ONLY CANDIDATES FOR THE MICROECONIMICS EXAM THIS AFTERNOON. SEE..... HOW STUPID IS THE COLLEGE? HERE I ADVISE IF YOU GOT BETTER CHOICE DONT GO SEGI COLLEGE. I DID PAY THE SCHOOL FEE ON TIME ALTHOUGH I DID NOT PAY THE COLLEGE ALL AT ONCE BUT I PAY ALL MY INSTALLMENTS ON TIME BA. IF THE COLLEGE THINK THAT THE OVERALL 15K IS NOTHING TO THEM THEN TELL ME LA. I WITHDRAW LO. IT IS CONSIDERED AS NEGLECTING ME. YOU KNOW?? WAIT I DONT THINK IT IS ONLY 15K WHAT ABOUT THE EXAM FEES? 100 FOR EXAMS(PER SUBJECT), 100 FOR ASSIGNMENTS(PER SUBJECT), IF FAIL NEED TO PAY AGAIN. THEN IF GOT ACADEMY WORKSHOP AND YOU ATTEND THEN IT IS ALSO 100 PER SUBJECT. SEE HOW MANY I PAY OVERALL. I KNOW IT IS ONLY MAYBE LESS THAN 20K. BUT WHAT I AM PAYING ALSO MONEY BA. IF YOU THINK THAT WHAT I AM PAYING IS NOT MONEY THEN REFUND EVERYTHING AND I WITHDRAW LO.. CAN???
HATE THE COLLEGE. TOTALLY HATE IT.
IMPROVE LA...
ONE MORE BAD NEWS MY PHONE IS IN THE SHOP TO BE REPAIR. STUPID SONY ERICSSON. I AM NOW CONSIDERING NOKIA N 80. ANY SUGGESTION?
with l0v3, The only tame shark
10:14 PM
He was gaming. Asphalt 2 also. Hi hi.
I was gaming. Hi hi.
Laziness
The exam docket that i was mentioning in the post that i was complaining about segi. Look at the date and time. Well, i should also post the time table. Wait for the next time when i post photo again
Vanity
The first photo i took after i got back my phone.