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Sunday, November 12, 2006


For the last post i posted about me remember. about how uncertain my mind is. Now i wanna post about somehting similar again. Well, yesterday night i realize that i hate, love, respect and afraid of someone in the same time too. I also dont know what am i thinking and what do i want but that is just me what can i do? The person i had this feeling for is not my boyfriend but some one who had been with me for a long time. Longer than anyone in this world. Let's give her a name, C. C is the one who has brought me all the way up and do almost all the things for me. I know that she love me, but she love me too much and makes me feel that she is so selfish and only want herself to get what she wants and too over confident that i am the one she is going to rely on and i am going to accompany her forever. Well, sometimes i think that a teenager is just like a little ball. The tighter you hold it the more it rebounce. Will i become like that one day, am i going to be the kind of kid she totally hate to show her what i want. Well, what i want is very easy. It is freedom. Freedom to do things i like. I just dont understand her thinking and she does not understand mine too. For now, i hate her and dont feel like seeing her.







I took all the above picture at the produa service centre yesterday when i accompany my mom to service the car. I was too boring watiting so i went into the toilet and pose. Lol.















Wondering where all this nice pictures are from and why i post them. Can anyone tell me that is there really a forever for a relationship? Well, i am hoping to see mine to be forever. I am having lots of obstacle to go through in my current relationship. Although we have pass a lot but i think there is still lots more to go. I am going to proove to everyone that there is forever even there is obstacle. Hope you guys love the pictures too. Is forever and true love like the above?

Finishing the post with a wondering state of thinking.



with l0v3, The only tame shark
12:33 PM