Wondering who is Kim? Well, why am i using her name as the title? Cause i wanna blog about her now. I am now actually very head ache but my feeling inside me is more painful, not exactly painful, just doesnt know how to explain.

Kim is the one i grow up with. She is my cousin's daughter. Yes, my cousin's daughter but we are so close. When we were still young, we always play at her grand ma's house, we used to laugh together and cry together cause we were naughty and got punished. Lol. My uncle(Kim's grand pa used to be super duper strict). We went to the same primary school, we used the same bowl, the same cup. Shared almost everything only that we didnt share clothes as i am a lil heavy and she is the skinny type of lil girl. She is now still skinny kind. Lol.

This afternoon she went to run some errands with me. While we were chatting in the car, she told me that she confirmed already that she is gonna leave to Aussie. I feel so sour inside me. I dont know how to express the feeling. But i joke with her that i gonna cry when we web cam each other.

This is almost the friendship type of relationship. She is with me like for so many years and suddenly she is grown up and gonna fly away from the family already. I am really so sad.

Kim, i know you read my blog. I want you to know that i treat you like a lil sis of mine and also a friend of mine. If i can i wanna go Aussie with you. I will miss you like crazy so dont forget about me here. Love you. Study hard there. K?