Friday, November 24, 2006
Yesterday i broke off emotionally, i cried till like what i also dnt knw. He was did not appear to comfort me. But he was with his friend and others. Am i a burden to you? Well, for your situation now, i think your career is more important than our relationship. I wanted to let you go to have a success in your career but i just cannot. I love you too much. I just dont know what to do.
I wanna leave to KL or some where that is even far. Can i? Shall i?
I am so so tired. Mentally, you treat me coldly and all sorts. You are going to travel for the 22 December till the 3 or 4th January, WTF. How am i going to spend my Christmas? You always ask me to be nice and be considerate but what about me? I am living in pain you know?
Signing off with tears
*update
A nice song that keeps playing in my mind. :)
I wanna dedicate this song to all my friends. I love you.
They are the special someone that had sacrificed for me.
VITAMIN C LYRICS
"Graduation (Friends Forever)"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels
[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
[Repeat 1 (3x)]
with l0v3, The only tame shark
9:40 AM
