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Sunday, October 15, 2006


We normally says that people are two head snakes but i dont think so. From the episodes series i watched recently, it seems like people are two face heart.

i think that it really fits how i feel. Well, have you ever really be who you wanna be? When we are still lil we dream to be the princess in the castle? But when we grow a bit older and have a bit of peer pressure, who do you wanna be? Some people just wanna be like there friends, be the study nerd or with the cool bengies that wasted all their times on the street*no offence, k? , or you wanna be some good obedient baby that listen to what the parents say no matter right or wrongm or whether you like it or not and never stand up for your own? For me myself, i dont really know what kind of person i want to be too. I wanna be ffff rich but like a friend of mine blog in his blog he says that rich could not bring happiness too. Well, what does he mean by that, ok la, remember "I am not stupid 2". I think he meant something like that, the parents and working hard to earn money but forgotten how to love their children with their heart but not cash.

Now back to the drama i watched, i cannot tell you all, but i can tell you a bit, cause i havent finish watching it but i wants to blog about the feeling i am having now.
The story is about a pair of twins, one is quiet, and one is open. Everyone thought that the quiet one is a real good girl that will never try to do anything which is not beyond our expectation. But that is what she has done, she did things that which is totally not her when she is not in front of her parents. I believe that there is this kind of teenagers out there too. Right? Well, till today i still dont really understand why parents always like to control their teenagers like hell. Dont they know that we will only grow when we face the problems personally. And dont they know that they are not perfect too?

Ok la, let me tell you the name of the twins the quiet one name jing and the more open one name zhen. Well, Jing actually died in the second or third episode of the movie and everyone thought that their chemistry teacher kill her to revenge. The chemistry teacher, Ren You was fired cause he wanted to have sex with Zhen and they considered it as a rape. Well, the head mistress of the school is the twin's mother. Hm. Then lots of things happen in between then when it is almost the end of the drama they found a diary of Jing and realize that Jing is not that innocent like that think. Jing is a girl who thinks that she is not love by her parents and her sister always take her toys away from her. And what Jing want is also revenge, Jing and a guy name Jia Wei are actually couple and they planned to set up Zhen to be in the prostitution line too. In the process, Jia Wei fell in love with Zhen and makes Jing mad again. It cause Jing to have more things done. And oh ya, not to forget that the drama consists of something about internet too. They have a chart board where those student who hate the school can complain and revenge there. But the people in the web will never know the identity of the other person. There is this rule that a person make a wish on the chat board and the other make that person's wish come true and the person who make the first person's wish come true will be granted a wish too. Sounds kind off hard to understand right? Hm. Buy the dvd and watch lo. The name is Ai Sa 17. I bought it from Jalan Song. Ha ha. I think you guys know where i mean right?

Well, i think that when someone has gone quiet and dont talk much to people around them, their world are full of the word ' HATE' and 'REVENGE'. Well, this is what i think only la, i dont know how true it is la. Hm, sometimes i think that the quiet one are usually the one who can kill people. In Hong Kong movies all the killers are the cool ones and quiet ones right? I think that is the reality. In my opinion, the more a person can hide their feelings they are the one who is the most dangerous one cause no one knows how they feel and think and want.

The post has been updated cause last night i was so sleepy then cannot write all the things i wanna write here. Sorry.

I have a question in my heart too. Who i wanna be? How i wanna be like? Am i really the tame shark or am i the wild shark? Hm...


with l0v3, The only tame shark
9:24 PM