Thursday, February 28, 2008
A lot of things happen lately in my life. New life really started in KL. Having more friends. Well, maybe i found the kind of friends that i can rely on when i need someone. My life here is sort of tired. Bought a car. Then first accident. Second accident, loosing a friendship because of that as that accident happen because my friend bang me. Showed me black face and all. Sigh. I dont know.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
3:15 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
Life is so so so.
Now am blogging in cyber cause waiting for my friend. This is my first time in a cyber. I never know how is the feeling in a cyber. Now i know already. It's so cold.
Tata.
Wanna play game. Dont wanna waste money here blogging.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
11:25 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
There are a lot of memories in my life. Some are sweet some are bitter. Some are happy some are sad. Well, still some times when we think over this topic i will feel happy or sad. Some times even tears are dripping....
with l0v3, The only tame shark
10:45 PM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
只要能夠這樣遠遠看著你 看著你 看著你
就算傷心心裡還是好想你 好想你 好想你
只要能夠靜靜這樣陪著你 陪著你 陪著你
就算分手還是選擇喜歡你 喜歡你 喜歡你
我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心
只要能夠靜靜這樣陪著你 陪著你 陪著你
就算分手還是選擇喜歡你 喜歡你 喜歡你
我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心
我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心
我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再 傷心
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This is a long time song d. But i still see it meaningful. A lot of things happen. Well, at times, we might feel sorry to someone and dont know how to make the situation fine and well once again. At times what is a mistake will be a mistake forever, we cannot do anything towards it anymore and only hope that in the future we dont do the same mistake. I am trying so hard not to do the same mistake, i dont want to take anything for granted like i used to be any more but at times we just cannot control how out inner feelings are.
Honestly, when i dont like someone already i wont like that person anymore no matter in the sense of friends family or whatever. When i dont like you i will still talk to you in the sense of responsibility maybe. I find it hard for myself to forgive at times. No matter it is about forgiving myself or forgiving someone else. Today, while i was eating i was flipping around the rice just not the normal me who would just scope it up and put it into my mouth. I flipped it and found that even rice is not perfect. Later on, i eat a half boiled egg, i realize there are big and small too. How great is god's creation to make everything has its own difference. I believe even twins has got difference. Remember when i was young i read a lot of MK & Ashley's book, they are twins but they have got a lot of difference. Which means that even someone who live under a roof will have a lot of difference too. But there is something call tolerance, however everyone has got their own limit of tolerating people and things around them. At times, how can one expect another one to keep tolerating them and just giving them what they want? Well. I know that i am a stubborn girl and always want things my way, but as i grow up i changed a lot.
I also learn to tolerate, i learnt from bible. At times, when we give in we might feel more happier than taking. Hm. But god, i need your help to help me give in more to the others and let me feel happier. I want myself to forgive everyone or even myself. I am tired God. Please let me rest in your arms. Take me to heaven and show me more about human beings and how to be a girl who can love and will be willing to give more, and serve you and give people happiness. God bless me. Bless me with knowledge, health and wealth. I want to reach out to the others too God.
I know what i am typing is actually a mess and dont know what is up with myself but i feel so upset tonight that i dont know what am i typing or even thinking. I just want some help from God. If you dont understand its ok. But i think god will understand.
Good Night.
Moody.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
12:59 AM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Freedom（阿茵之歌）
演唱:许玮伦/Gary
曲：林绥安 词：胡文龙/彭莒欣
编曲：项仲为、邓亿万
忆星音乐：www.tt78.com
贴着我胸口 报紧我别放手
在最需要感觉你的时候
不需要理由 永远都要在一起
只有真爱能让我们自由
也许有风有雨 但我们的爱情
比谁都有决心 想要给你的太多
爱 KoReKaRa FuDaRiTe 分享和拥有
爱 WaKaDaYoU I＇m Afriead No More
有你（你）一直陪伴着我
我知道你有 太多的事想去做
亲爱的我会在身边守候
我追逐的梦 为了我们的以后
亲爱的请保管我的承诺
也许有风有雨 但我们的爱情
比谁都有决心 想要给你的太多
爱 KoReKaRa FuDaRiTe 分享和拥有
爱 WaKaDaYoU I＇m Afriead No More
有你（你）一直陪伴着我
就算走到生命尽头
I like this song a lot. Full of meaning. I dont know when she sang this song but i only know that this song is only popular after she died.
At times, i can listen to it so many times, even all night long that i am not getting bored of it.
I am mentally tired now, that i feel i cannot breath in my heart. I am struggling. Can anyone save me or help me with it?
with l0v3, The only tame shark
11:52 PM
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Hm. My desk is a lil bit messy now, as it is exam period.
1.Notebook
2.Notebook cooling fan
3.A bottle of honey
4.Hair Spray
5.Paper Rack
6.Tea Tree Oil
7. Keys
8.Evening Primrose Oil
9.DVD
10.Games
11.Bible
12.Cosmetic pouch
13.Pens
14.Mouse
:)
with l0v3, The only tame shark
10:39 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
Blogging Blogging Blogging.
Why is it that i start to blog at first?
I wanted to keep a record what has happen in my life and what is my feelings for that particular and each day. And how i view things around that have happen and going to happen. But at times goes by, i realize that my blog is only about being happy and the view of life. Not the real feeling that i have planted in it. Not like before anymore. Cause now when i blog i need to think who is reading and what will their feelings be. But hey, aint this my blog? Dont i have my rights? I dont understand what is wrong. But what i know now is that there are a lot of obstacles in my life.
Obstacles, obstacles,
It's just like stones,
you will fall when you trip over it.
Obstacles, obstacles,
how many more are there left in my life?
How many falls?
Obstacles, Obstacles,
i will win you,
even if i trip and fall.
Good night.
Feel hurt.
with l0v3, The only tame shark
1:13 AM
The last pic of the day. The girl is wei hui and the guy is dom. And the group of friends are friends that i party with the week before last.